let's be honest

honestly, I think I love you.
honestly, I think I have loved you for while.
honestly, I think I could be in love with you.
honestly, I think I might have fallen in love with you then.
honestly, I have no clue what I am talking about.
I have never dated.
I have never been in love.
I have never felt or expressed such.
honestly, I hate that I am here, in this position--having already forgotten, already fought,
but willing to do it again.
honestly, I say that I am done.
honestly, am I?
honestly, I have pride, a big ego.
honestly, I think I can let it all down for you.
honestly, I think I will wait.
seriously, this isnt me.